Change... Good and Bad and all the in between.

So much has happen since my last post. I moved... quit some of my jobs and now.... I am a stay at home mom trying to find my way through all the new changes. When I wake up I find my self thinking "Holy Poop what am I going to do today?!"

This might seem like a stupid thing to think... but I have carried up to 5 jobs at a time. Even after my daughter was born. I love to feel this rush and confidence that i have so much to do and know that it will all get done. That I did it....  Well,  now I am trying to not only keep myself busy, but my little girl too. So I started to walk like 3 times a day. Which really feels good seeing as how I could loss some LBS. I was thinking about two of my best friends who are really more like sister and how much they have been through and how they fill their days.  Krissy, is just like me with this being the 1st time that we both have not had crazy work lives. Ash, is the one who I try to be like in the way that she cooks and bakes and does yoga. But the thing that sucks is we are no were close to each other. Krissy in LA... and Ash in Vegas.

I guess what is going on in my head is I find my self kind of lost??? What do you say after that? Well I told myself that I would treat this like a journal I would just write what I am thinking. So there it is. I wake up and take a note from the people I wish to be more like Krissy, Ash, My little Sister Taylor and my Mom. Women who show great strength and faith. What more could I ask for?
Here are my Ladies.